What I Expected

Birth of a new song on the second album – it came quickly and out of my usual order – lyrics first. Now for the music. Verse it is what i expected and still i feel rejected he looked me in the eye and cut us down to part time it cuts me in the … [Read more…]

Paper Cranes

  Verse I: There they go again dust settles in, starts to fade like sighing blown away & fallen to the floor A thin disguise you try to hide, you’re walking slowly dying hollow as the day when you were born Verse II: Close your eyes and then take a deep breath in, you’re standing … [Read more…]

New Strategies for Invisibility

Invisible Guarded, distant, aloof – The Highlander. Tuck Everlasting. Immortal. Angels. Translucent, transparent, gauze, gossimer, shimmery, whisper, questral, fleeting touches then it’s gone. Ghostly, spectral. A chill passing your skin. A walker in the woods out the back bedroom window. – Little girl ghosts, Laura in Glass Menagerie, spring, air, vapor, mirage, hallucination Hidden, secretive, … [Read more…]

Decision to Wait

It was my decision to wait. Wasn’t it? I took women’s health in college. I knew that fertility after 35 dramatically decreases, that the risks genetic abnormality increas along with the rates of miscarriage. I decided, however, quite based on my gut, that I’ve always been young for my age and that things always seem … [Read more…]