12/22/98 oh the taking stock of our lives. oh the examining under intense scrutiny the minorest of details. like the time i slipped and fell at the christmas holiday party and fell in the ice bucket. and then i felt young and pathetic. like i was a drunk shame faced teenager who couldn’t handle the … [Read more…]
12/13/98 and if you’ve read this far god bless you. i suppose this is the absolutely wrong thing to do. but i don’t know any other way to try and explain to you how i felt while i was waiting for you to decide. and in the words of a wise woman, anasuya, who knows … [Read more…]
12/13/98 Well, after all my whining about men not being able to at least come and see me when they break up with me, now i have to eat my words. i don’t have a satisfying explanation to offer. i can’t say i don’t love you, because, i do. you’re the first one i hear … [Read more…]
12/13/98 and if you’ve read this far god bless you. i suppose this is the absolutely wrong thing to do. but i don’t know any other way to try and explain to you how i felt while i was waiting for you to decide. and in the words of a wise woman, anasuya, who knows … [Read more…]