living ghosts

i’m not over it yet – all those people that come and go. they take part, they love you, they share moments of my life and then they are gone along w/ the dorms, the cabins, the lakes, the flights, the classes… those people those places those faces they are gone. they inhabit my dreams … [Read more…]

potentially

a moment of peace, just one. maybe that is all i need in the morning to get my day moving. eyes shut, breath into my body exhale out the night before, breathe away the sleep to clear the way for the day not simply to happen, but to be experienced. consciously living the moments that … [Read more…]

Incidental Life

you’d think that the urgency would grow greater as time moved on. however, in truth, the urgency dulls. and the passage of time becomes a lulling, rocking, ocean putting me to sleep. i lay on my back staring at the blue, blue sky. not a cloud in it but here and there a sea bird; … [Read more…]

waiting

and as soon as i sit down to type all the words fly out of my head. they need to fly out of my fingers dammit! i need to see everything within flow out – picture myself vomiting creativity – 40 years of bingeing and everything just waiting to come out. i’m becoming more and … [Read more…]