2/20/99 it is my thing with men. they will leave me. why then is death not the same thing? would you be with a lover if you knew ahead of time they were dying? that’s not forever either. why then is it ok? because he didn’t leave me because he wanted to. not like my … [Read more…]
“So what do you think Delilah? We could have an arrangement.” “Jack, we have to enter into one. That much is clear. But I hate to break it to you. It’s only to play along with your mother. She’s obviously suspicious.” Jack had dropped by as Delilah was getting ready for dinner at Jacquelyn’s. She … [Read more…]
Dale spread the blanket over the sand and sat down leaning against a driftwood log. She pulled her sleeping bag up around her shoulders. The waves were angrier than usual, storming across the stage in front of her. The wind tossed sea spray across her face and played tangles into her hair. Drops of salt … [Read more…]
The long awaited complete guide to a long, contented life with your K—. Please Allow Me to Introduce Myself. Introduction If you are one who is so blessed as to have a K— with whom to traipse through life, you are already aware of the importance of this guide. A K— is unique in many aspects. Her … [Read more…]
1/16/99 had to arrange the formulation of a plan. we must be together for new years. to realize in one moment with rebecca sitting across from me that we’d never been in the same room together. to realize that in the book i’m working on, neither had our characters. rebecca, me, shalini and kyra. i … [Read more…]
1/3/99 wow. 1999. who’d a thought? it’s kind of surreal. everyone we ran into this weekend agreed. how bizarre is it that we’re living now, in this time? when we thought it was so far away? and no calamities, no doom impending, though we all have our various thoughts on new years for next year. … [Read more…]
12/22/98 oh the taking stock of our lives. oh the examining under intense scrutiny the minorest of details. like the time i slipped and fell at the christmas holiday party and fell in the ice bucket. and then i felt young and pathetic. like i was a drunk shame faced teenager who couldn’t handle the … [Read more…]
12/13/98 and if you’ve read this far god bless you. i suppose this is the absolutely wrong thing to do. but i don’t know any other way to try and explain to you how i felt while i was waiting for you to decide. and in the words of a wise woman, anasuya, who knows … [Read more…]
12/13/98 Well, after all my whining about men not being able to at least come and see me when they break up with me, now i have to eat my words. i don’t have a satisfying explanation to offer. i can’t say i don’t love you, because, i do. you’re the first one i hear … [Read more…]
12/13/98 and if you’ve read this far god bless you. i suppose this is the absolutely wrong thing to do. but i don’t know any other way to try and explain to you how i felt while i was waiting for you to decide. and in the words of a wise woman, anasuya, who knows … [Read more…]