Song 6: Princes of Maine

3/4 47bpm 1) Dm……….A……..Dm…….G……..Dm…..A……….Dm Don’t know why but I see the sun it discovers me where I sleep Dm……….A……..Dm…….G……..Dm…..A……….Dm I can’t stand by after flying high then you fall back into dreams 2) Em….A I borrow, more time to Em….A follow, feel so damn Em….A……………..D shallow, to keep coming round 1) I found that heart … [Read more…]

lotbg IM

lotbg:today is going to kill me.  i will need a big drink when this one is done. caitygrrl:are you alive ? caitygrrl:avalanched? lotbg: yup.  just nutty.  a billion little things to do and i have no memory left.  pot and palm pilots have taken everything i have. caitygrrl:postits baby postits caitygrrl:looks suspiciously like one of … [Read more…]

i’m a star

someone please tell me that everthing will be ok. i want to be a star. i live for those moments in my room where i can breathe before an audience of millions. and i tell you, i will never forget those who brought me there. becky garrison, i learned to perform on a stage with … [Read more…]

thing

new.  as evrything has been over this past year.  everythibng seems new.  damn.  i can’t type stoneed.  i can sit in the window and perch on the ledge and e a bird if i want to.  i can look down at the cement below my window, at the the blades of grass slipping up through … [Read more…]

friends

of those who know me well, i wonder what they see of me. the way i look at rebecca, and see through all the facets of her showing through what are, at the moment, lousy decisions. but the only decisions she could make right now. for her. i see her character showing and the changes … [Read more…]

men – 3/24/99

3/24/99 wow am i fickle. i write about men one after the other, and at this point, no matter how much they mean to me, they all seem so temporary. to keep you posted, i’m with jonathan again. ian and i had a passive aggressive weekend. you can laugh now if you want to, but … [Read more…]

men – 2/20/99

2/20/99 it is my thing with men. they will leave me. why then is death not the same thing? would you be with a lover if you  knew ahead of time they were dying? that’s not forever either. why then is it ok? because he didn’t leave me because he wanted to. not like my … [Read more…]

Feb 19,1999 – Delilah (discards)

“So what do you think Delilah? We could have an arrangement.” “Jack, we have to enter into one. That much is clear. But I hate to break it to you. It’s only to play along with your mother. She’s obviously suspicious.” Jack had dropped by as Delilah was getting ready for dinner at Jacquelyn’s. She … [Read more…]

Feb 19, 1999 – Dale @ the Beach (discards)

Dale spread the blanket over the sand and sat down leaning against a driftwood log. She pulled her sleeping bag up around her shoulders. The waves were angrier than usual, storming across the stage in front of her. The wind tossed sea spray across her face and played tangles into her hair. Drops of salt … [Read more…]

K—

The long awaited complete guide to a long, contented life with your K—. Please Allow Me to Introduce Myself. Introduction If you are one who is so blessed as to have a K— with whom to traipse through life, you are already aware of the importance of this guide. A K— is unique in many aspects. Her … [Read more…]