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Love
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Protected: cover me
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living ghosts
i’m not over it yet – all those people that come and go. they take part, they love you, they share moments of my life and then they are gone along w/ the dorms, the cabins, the lakes, the flights, the classes… those people those places those faces they are gone. they inhabit my dreams … [Read more…]
The Painted Drum (Louise Erdrich) – excerpt
“I was not at home very much at all. Don’t you remember?” I’m quiet and at a loss for a moment, then I ask, suddenly shy, “Did you love him?”“Of course.” She is looking down at her hands. “Inordinately, foolishly,” she whispers, then looks up at me. “But that is the way people should be … [Read more…]
In the grey light of dawn
I’d been waking in the grey of dawn again. The magic hour when anything is possible and you could still be there beside me. I savored it, until it went sour. Your warmth, your mouth, your breath, the silhouette of your head above me. I touched a face no longer there, it hadn’t been for … [Read more…]
What is it I fear?
I can picture myself, telling him(a) the truth. How I feel, how I long for him. How everything has turned off for me, I am losing the feeling of purpose in my life. I can do work to make the lives of other’s better. I can send girls to school in Nepal and raise money … [Read more…]
lotbg IM
lotbg:today is going to kill me. i will need a big drink when this one is done. caitygrrl:are you alive ? caitygrrl:avalanched? lotbg: yup. just nutty. a billion little things to do and i have no memory left. pot and palm pilots have taken everything i have. caitygrrl:postits baby postits caitygrrl:looks suspiciously like one of … [Read more…]