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waking up

woke up in your arms again this morning under my neck around my shoulders fingers teasing lightly on my nipples

Realization

now that i know i imagined you it doesn’t make it hurt any less realizing these feelings were projections of me onto you doesn’t make me love you less i don’t feel different in knowing i just feel different without you why this need? passion, fire obsession, addiction loss, abandonment anger to what am i … [Read more…]

New Story Outline

Premise: Two people in the same creche for most of their lifetime. (Best friends little brother) 6 years age difference (enough of an age difference to matter when you’re young – but not as much when you grow into adulthood…) vignettes of their meetings over the years, and finally together at the end. (reminds me … [Read more…]

stepped outside this morning

I stepped outside this morning into the Vermont spring. Clear air filled with bright sunshine, a few wispy clouds over the top of the hills surrounding my cousins’ house. I lifted my suitcase into the back of the car. I felt a pinch in my ovary. Hm. Tonight when he picks me up we should … [Read more…]

Shine

i can’t catch my breath or take my eyes away this obsession’s wrapped around my neck my heart beating, beating, breaks i don’t want to shine if i can’t shine for you i don’t want to see the night if i can’t hold you i don’t want to find my way if i won’t find … [Read more…]