12/13/98
and if you’ve read this far god bless you. i suppose this is the absolutely wrong thing to do. but i don’t know any other way to try and explain to you how i felt while i was waiting for you to decide. and in the words of a wise woman, anasuya, who knows me and loves me, “caito, you are not a lease to own program”. i love you. and i don’t know when that’s going to stop. but whatever this is, it has to.
caitlin