what making love is that sex is not (always)

slow fingertip touching, tongue tracing, tickling gently intimate spots, sensitive spots, discovering skin brushing skin brushing hair brushing lips brushing legs brushing breasts brushing hips savoring tastes, smells, touches, groans, whispers, inhalations craving fire craving depth craving forcefulness craving penetration craving fullness breathing; let me drink you in your exhales sustain me devouring bodies, nipples, … [Read more…]

The Kiss Part II

anticipation slow focus touch breath breathe breath swallow your air into me swallowing mine into you lips barely touching almost connecting the natural body movement of a heartbeat is enough to bring our lips together momentarily the heartbeat passes our lips separate barely breath breathe again drink me into you brush me with the tip … [Read more…]

Kiss Part I

Now we are apart I think about kissing all the time. I think about kissing you. I think about the act of kissing. I think about the feel of your soft lips, slightly moist, never demanding. My eyes closed I can conjur the taste, the texture, then the action quite convincingly from my memory. My … [Read more…]

Kidwriting Quotes

“I don’t want to write for adults. I want to write for readers who can perform miracles. Only children perform miracles when they read.” —Astrid Lindgren * * * “There have been great societies that did not use the wheel, but there have been no societies that did not tell stories.” —Ursula K. LeGuin * … [Read more…]

Song 6: Princes of Maine

3/4 47bpm 1) Dm……….A……..Dm…….G……..Dm…..A……….Dm Don’t know why but I see the sun it discovers me where I sleep Dm……….A……..Dm…….G……..Dm…..A……….Dm I can’t stand by after flying high then you fall back into dreams 2) Em….A I borrow, more time to Em….A follow, feel so damn Em….A……………..D shallow, to keep coming round 1) I found that heart … [Read more…]

lotbg IM

lotbg:today is going to kill me.  i will need a big drink when this one is done. caitygrrl:are you alive ? caitygrrl:avalanched? lotbg: yup.  just nutty.  a billion little things to do and i have no memory left.  pot and palm pilots have taken everything i have. caitygrrl:postits baby postits caitygrrl:looks suspiciously like one of … [Read more…]

i’m a star

someone please tell me that everthing will be ok. i want to be a star. i live for those moments in my room where i can breathe before an audience of millions. and i tell you, i will never forget those who brought me there. becky garrison, i learned to perform on a stage with … [Read more…]

thing

new.  as evrything has been over this past year.  everythibng seems new.  damn.  i can’t type stoneed.  i can sit in the window and perch on the ledge and e a bird if i want to.  i can look down at the cement below my window, at the the blades of grass slipping up through … [Read more…]

friends

of those who know me well, i wonder what they see of me. the way i look at rebecca, and see through all the facets of her showing through what are, at the moment, lousy decisions. but the only decisions she could make right now. for her. i see her character showing and the changes … [Read more…]

men – 3/24/99

3/24/99 wow am i fickle. i write about men one after the other, and at this point, no matter how much they mean to me, they all seem so temporary. to keep you posted, i’m with jonathan again. ian and i had a passive aggressive weekend. you can laugh now if you want to, but … [Read more…]